Lucinda

a christian or not???

2009-08-12T20:40:00.000-07:00

Although I usually keep this space to share my vacation pictures as you may see below I thought id share a lil something that has been on my mind for a while. I would love to have your opinion on it. The thought of writing this message came to me after i just received a note on myspace about an hour ago from someone asking me if i found lord Jesus and accepted him into my live

People who know me know i am ( was ) a very religious person. From a very young age i went to a strict Christian school where i prayed around 5 times a day and read and sang from the bible 3 times every day. I loved it. It thought me the message. the story and basically i loved singing and anything to get out of the usual book related stuff in school.

My parents weren't ever that religious but when i turned 18 i found the need to grow closer to my god and have " a relationship" with Jesus. I didn't really feel good around that time and i started going to church. Its not a usual sit down and be quiet church but very lively with singing, dancing and healing. I went at least 1 time a week sometimes 2 and i loved it. I felt " the spirit" and it made me comfortable.

Later on i started realizing the me that was going to church trying to be like everyone else wasn't me. they were in Church all weekend and i loved going out so i did. My feelings were if ur not hurting anyone why would it be bad? My explanation was the Holy Spirit is your conscious. I wasn't feeling bad so why would god or Jesus think i was doing a bad thing and by the way, Jesus made wine so that would mean i can have a tequila right??

After a while i started realizing i didn't believe in the bible. I thought the core was correct but allot of stuff around it was made up to have control over people. I'm not ignorant and i know the church its history and the fact that the Vatican is keeping all sorts of lies in those libraries. The bible is made out of different stories by different people who were witnesses in the time of Jesus or who had miraculous talks with God. But my question was, why if everyone in that time kept a journal, why didn't Jesus? Maybe he did? Maybe we are just not seeing it or, maybe they didn't because they never existed. Besides that, loads of people this day in age claim they talk to god or Jesus and we now put them in a mental hospital so why should we believe those people than.

I saw a documentary called " religulous" and found myself agreeing with everything that was being said.

I held my thoughts aside and went on with live feeling almost guilty of not believing the way i should be thinking of how i may be punished when the day came where i had to tell him why i doubted him.

Than came Zeitgeist. Zeitgeist is a series of video's about different subject claiming to tell the real truth. They have a video about the money scheme,911 and the greatest story ever told " religion". The video starts by stating that knowledge is the only thing u have and that you need to know every side and don't be ignorant Familiar? I'm a Janet Jackson fan and i grew up with songs like the knowledge and the last thing i want to be is ignorant so i watched it.

zeitgeist part 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61ReohCr35U
zeitgeist part 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auz1oF6pfJc
zeitgeist part 3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOF9no1joPA

I do now no longer claim to be a Christian. I do however keep signs of Christianity in my house cause i feel comfortable with them like crosses and a Jesus statue and a prayer on my wall but i will no longer be living as someone who finds the bible the truth cause i don't think it is. Don't get me wrong. This is not only the bible but also every religious book out there. I do believe in a god and if that is the sun than great. I know that the Zeitgeist isn’t giving us the full facts and there are some pretty big mistakes in the movie but the overall story seems more believable than the bible ever did. Don’t get me wrong! I’m not saying Christianity or believing is wrong. It helped me a great deal but I guess all the Disney fairytales in my childhood did as well.

As for now i believe in me, in love and in doing what you love. I believe in being happy and being good to others. I believe in karma and in knowledge. Other than that im clueless but maybe that is the way it should have been all this times.

Ibiza Pictures august 9th

2007-08-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

GOD IS GOOD.. Mitchell... C>U>T>E

ROTTERDAMMMMMMMMM AAAAHH ROtterdam in the house
Emanuel and evaaa

The best bartender ever... all u can drink freeeeee

london crew representtttt
aaaahhhwwww
hehehe
When i say SOUL you say CITY

Ibiza pictures August 8th

2007-08-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

Lucinda and Piko, the cutest couple in Ibiza

Eva and Jason... The other cutest couple in Ibiza
whahahahah
Homiesss
Oh lord .. the DJ

Eva's Boyfriend , Lucinda and mr model

Representttttt piko
Strike a pose
HOW CUTE Eva and Lucinda's boyfriend Piko
Heehe i love ibizaaaa

EEEEEVAAA Y MOOII

Yo whats up
West end
Smooth
Oh lord

new pix from ibiza august 5th

2007-08-06T06:40:00.000-07:00

Goin wild in soul city

Chillin lol
Halleluja AMEN GOD IS MIGHTY....
hOW NICE

EVATJUH
ME AND THE EVESTER
WIND IN OUR HAIR
AND THAT WITH NO ALCOHOL

new ibiza picturessss

2007-08-01T15:54:00.001-07:00

Me and marleen ooh and lisanne ..

Reps froom Arke en Sudtours on our bartour

Drunk
Uh yeah beer
Marleen and me in Ibiza town
The REP girls in Rehab
And us again in some bar
My collegues
Me and Marleen

The barman at the HOEK

on the bladerunner in ibiza

2007-07-24T14:13:00.001-07:00

WAT SCHATTIG 1 day before going to Ibiza

2007-07-24T14:10:00.000-07:00

Ibiza pix set 3

2007-07-23T05:09:00.001-07:00

Fat Man Scoop in Es Paradis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dKEMqCfJvxw

Erick morillo in the Pacha

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozBO37zrbkI

Bar tour on our way to the next bar

this is a wall in club pacha.. ITS JANET
My husband lol erick morillo
FAT MAN SCOOP CROOKLYN CLAN in Es PaRADIS
sunset in San Antonio
With a guest in club rehab
Going crazy in the R&B bar
My collegues
GOGO BARTOUR
On the scooter lol
Out to dinner
My boards
Cocktails
Formantera
Formantera 2

ibiza pix set2

2007-06-29T13:04:00.001-07:00

1st set of pix from ibiza

2007-06-20T03:38:00.000-07:00

This is where i live but i will probs move soon

one of the many party billboards

this is my town

the squar

pix from the plane

goodbye party

2007-06-15T19:49:00.000-07:00

As you might know im leaving for Ibiza tomorrow and ill be working there the wole summer ( 3 months) and so me and some of my friends has a goodbye party.. As i was dancing my butt off i heerd the bartender call out my name and said: Since ur going to ibiza we need to know if u can swallow???? Well the guy was HELLA cute so anything to get close to him right hahaha.. He sat on the bar and i had to stand in between his legs with my head back and had to swallow half a bottle of liqour at once.. AND WELL WHO THE (wo)MAN.. I did .. after that he had a chocolate shot with whipedcream on top and placed it in between his legs and i had to drink it without using my hands.. HEHEH PARTY>>>

Here are some pix

MY CUTE NEW BOYFRIEND HEHEH

The girlz and I
SHOT
Couldn't drink anymore
Here comes the shot
My crazy ass friendz
HOLA

GOGO Training

2007-05-31T14:56:00.000-07:00

Im leaving Holland to start working in Ibzia for 3 months. A months ago I got a training in Zeist Holland with other peeps who are gonna start working for GOGO Tours in diffrent locations..

Here are some pix

REPUBLICA DOMINICANA 2006

2006-12-05T15:41:00.000-08:00

Nov8th 2006 was already the 4^th time and may I add last time I went to the Dominican Republic. Me and Latoya decided to go for the last time. We arrived in boca chica where we usually go about 6 hours later than planned since we had a huge delay so we were DEAD but we did manage to stop by the club and sneak in one tequila hahaha.

We had a great time went shopping swimming and rested most of all. Met some annoying people but some cool peeps as well. Here are some pix. We’ll go to Puerto Rico next time..

Yep that was nice

public transportation lol

Bonjour

Salsa with my salsa buddy Marco

The Hotel

On my way back

manuel & me

tequila, gin tonic and tequila

Burgers with Latoya and primo

house party lol (mamajuana)

How cute, Latoya in the restaurant

Me and Miguel. OMG that day...

Lost hahaha

Me @ the restaurant

Me & Jesus in the pool

Ghetto Manuel 'n Latoya

Oh lord

La familia Lisnedy Latoya Mama Marie & Vidal

??? Me and Vidal @ club in Santo Domingo

Lisnedy & Me @ same club

Thanks Toya

Latoya and stalker haha

Me and Abdel from Paris

beach

yep already pretty drunk

Bachata with the DJ

Palmtreeeeee

my dominican boyfriend

Way too cute

aaahhwww

Just some drunk pix

2006-11-07T09:25:00.000-08:00

Latoya's 25th B-day

2006-11-07T08:33:00.000-08:00

Latoya @ Brasil Bar

Me Fresh & Toya @ Margarita

Me @ Brasil Bar

Smile

The girlz

SURPRISEEE

hehe

Toya's B-day cake
Im sorry ma, Q'no puedo estar en tu
b-day
But i wish you boo un feliz compleanos
TQM tu papi ricky
PS See you in New York

23rd B-day

2006-10-15T04:45:00.000-07:00

CARNAVAL 2006

2006-08-02T04:33:00.000-07:00

hey hey

well as you may know... i live for carnaval and this year was better than all others. Alejandra cme to my house friday afternoon.. we got dressed and went into town where we met some friends of mine, Dee Kern Maike and Regine. Friday we always celebrate the warming up for the actual carnaval ..We had something to eat and went to the main stage with Cubanito and a DJ from curacao... too funny.. after that we met up with dee's family and after out very harmonious HAPPY B-DAY for Dee who turned 28 we went to his place... Me and Alejandra got home at about 4.

The next day me and Ale met up with my friend Eva and we went into town to claim out spot for the carnaval. After a while Dee + friends + family came and we had the best time ever..
Ooh well here are some pix.. TOO FUNNY I TELL YA

Maike and Alejandra

Party Squad lolol

ooh lord me and Kern

waazaap crazy asses Maike and Alejandra

Dee: uhuh yeah ok... Alejandra

me and regine

Dee's dad Alejandra and cousin

Mee and Dee

Me and Regine

Me Kern and Alejandra

LONDON

2006-06-18T12:38:00.000-07:00

Whats up

Okay i went to london about 2 weeks aho and I LOVED IT.. ive been in london a few times but this time was def the best .. no hold on beside the 3 days i went there to see Janet Jackson peform and when I met her ofcourse.. BTW new single CALL ON ME ft Nelly is on rotation right now lol ... back to London.. here are some pics and the last thing i will say is.. AGAIN NEXT MONTH YAAAAAAy

Karaoke

2006-06-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

What can i say.. I never knew karaoke could be so much fun.. Ok so Sharmila turned 24 YAAAH so we went to a uuh WOK chinese restaurant ( or is it Japanese??) and they had a karaoke set.. Once one of us found the mic there was no stopping. I wish i could put the videos online but people are gonna hurt me when i do so here are the pix..

NEW YORK

2006-05-25T17:53:00.000-07:00

Man what can I say.. New York was off the hook!!! Me Latoya and Alejandra arrived in Newark and Amaury and Santos ) 2 guys we were staying with picked us up. I thought we were staying in Queens but we ended up in Brooklyn… I LOVE BROOKLYN .. We ordered some Dominican food and went out shopping in Manhattan. Of course knowing me I cant really remember much of the first evening since the tequila found me hahha.. I know we had a house party and somehow we ended up in a Dominican Restaurant in Brooklyn I think hahaha.. Shameless…

Second day,, do I even have to say it.. Yes shopping again.. This time in Queens.. After that we went to a Dominican club in either queens or Bronx ( hhmm Tequila :P ) We had the best time and I danced my ass off but DAMNNNN drinks were expensive..

Third day we planned to go on sneaker hunt in Queens but as soon as I arrived there I got ill and took a cab back to Brooklyn and slept all day.. I had the house to myself since Amaury and Santos were at work. After the girls Santos and Amaury came back we went to a club in Manhattan called Webster Hall.. Man can I just say I wanna date that stripper.. The way he picked up those girls and … oohhh let me stop..

Fourth day we met up with Glenda and she showed us Manhattan and I finally got to go to Taco Bell again after what 6 years.. Heaven!!!!

Last day we just walked around Brooklyn and met some pretty uuh cute Puerto Ricans and went to JFK.. can’t believe in back.. I wanna be in NY

Craig David

2006-05-11T07:39:00.000-07:00

Ok well i aint gonna say much about this subject.. Other than We won't get married anymore.. The wedding is off hahaha.. Other than that the concert was great the club was funny and why did i get drunk and why did craig trip on some rock songs hahahah

OOH AND WHY DID THE 5 BLONDE GIRLS WENT UP TO HIS HOTELROOM>>> SIGH

Bored

2006-01-29T16:50:00.000-08:00

Its 1.51 am now.. sunday. Im free tomorrow . Just had 2 large coffee's and im bored to death. Nothing on TV. Haven't got any nice DVD's i can watch. nobody online.. at least no one fun.. Im just so bored.

Anyway 3 days ago i finished work but i just missed my train.. There is one train every half hour so i had to kill 30 min by myself. I usualy read my 500 page book ( Dan Brown ) but i had a headache and i didnt feel like to so i went into the electronic shop to see what they had and i met the most sexy thing ever. Turned out to be 260 Euro's.. 300 dollars but i couldnt resist. Within 10 min i took it home and I LOVE IT. still trying to find a name for it so suggestions are welcome.

OOh and this came in the post 2 days ago.. Trust me i am happy

SWEDENNNNN

2006-01-16T14:38:00.000-08:00

Sticking to my new yrs resolution to travel more.. well here's my first DESTIONATIONE. SWEDEN, visiting some friends

ME and Mats in Stockholm

Me and Rola in Stockholm
Just a pic made on the train
Goin out
And yes.. drunk hahah in Märsta

Yeah yeah merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

2006-01-16T14:06:00.000-08:00

I know i forgot.. sorry y'all but MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR lol My christmas was hella fun but my new year was pretty boring. Me and Latoya will DEF be in NY city next yrs with new year. Christmas was cool. Me and my mom cooked for the whole bunch.. Here are some pictures

My cousins Daniella & Natascha

FOOOOOOD
MY dad thinking he's the new member of G-Unit
MORE FOOD
My cousin and my dad

The day before ( pre-christmas party ) at my cousins house

My mom and my aunt

FLOWERS

Boca chica 2005

2005-09-02T11:14:00.000-07:00

Hey Que PASA

Well here some of my adventures in Boca Chica Dominican republic for who ever may be interested.. We (me and Latoya ) are having the best time ever.. I have been drunk pretty much every night but ooh well im on vacation right.
First days where off the hook .. we had no time to rest as there was a guy who I knew from Holland here got vacation as well and his cousins had a car so we we

nt to all kinds of places... Best night was a night clubbing in Santo Domingo and besides the car breaking down and being like right in the middle of a shooting that night was way too fun.. last couple of days and nights we just stayed in as we found 2 guys from New York ( THANK GOD FOR THAT CAUSE THERE ARE ONLY FRENCH PEOPLE HERE ) so we had some peeps to talk to.. ´They opened a hotel disco so we have been hanging out there most of the time and play pool hang out stuff like that. Last night we went

night swimming.. pretty scary cause id like to see where i put my foot down in the sea but since it was dark I couldn’t see a think but that’s ok.. Toya was drunk as hell...Pretty funny.. she had a hard time walking let alone swimming hahaha just kidding..

Ciao....
Lucinda

Summer Carnaval in Rotterdam

2005-08-02T00:05:00.000-07:00

Ok like I live for carnaval hahah I’ve never missed carnaval in Rotterdam since I could walk so after a hard night on Friday ( with a lil too much tequila and Malibu ) I got my self up in time to harass Taj to come with me into town.. We walked around a bit and saw Juanita's family and eventually got to see the carnaval on the middelandstraat.. IT WAS BORRING .. Nothing really special.. Ooh I saw my cousin dance in the group of Cabo Verde so that was pretty funny. Anyway.. After a few hours Taj got sick of my ass ( lol ) so I went off with another friend Dee. It was his b-day as well and we had a great time.. That evening we went out to club Tropicana Cherry club.. I had the best time.. Again a lil too much on the tequila and the Malibu but I had a blast.
Here some pix

All the people in the club gettin tipsy